everything seems to be going right where i want it to.
its a good feeling to know we still have a connection.
thank you for reminding me of that.
ill give you another chance mr. spike lee
and for mr. daniel jerome.
we are becoming better friends than i ever thought of you to be.
i lead you on.
honestly i just did it for attention.
man, i can be so conceited and fucked up sometimes.
but youll still be my friend because your just sweet like that
i am really undeserving
right now, im just thankful to have two good people in my life
wow. i never thought id ever have serious boy problems that i do now. it sucks. im so confused that its just ridiculous.
there’s daniel jerome. the sweetest boy. so caring. wannabe bboy. if i can only imagine myself being with him. i cant. the boy who would no doubt treat me right. relationship spark isnt there. a harmless crush. lets see where we go.
then theres spike lee. the boy who never makes a move. john legend. the boy ive crushed on since like freshmen year. the hypebeast. the boy i never thought i had a chance with and now i do. the first boy i could imagine myself with. the one who ignores me. saying that im the one who doesnt make a move. the boy who I thought was good for me. now i dont even know
damn. we had a good future ahead of us. who knows where we’ll go.
my first blog. my first post. yay! well im probably only gonna show this to like two people. this is just gonna be a hella random and weird blog about my thoughts, life, and such. so here goes :)
today was good.spent some quality time with the fam.went to valley fair with my little cambo cousins so they were in awe of everything.it was cute (: and i bought some sick jeans at forever 21.only 13 dollars yessssss.
i found out seth is smoking me out next sat for my birthday.im hella exciteddddd.and i get to be with amanda for her first time. cant waitttt!!
SHARKS GAME TONITE! yeee and its my first. gonna wear my sharks jersey and look so official haha.
anyway, that its. blogs are kinda fun to write in, not gonna lie. so im outtt. gonna take a shower and head off. hopefully ill update this and not leave it hangin like my xanga :p