“Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.”
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May 2009
24 posts
IM SUPERBADDD
THEY WANT SOME OF MY MCLOVIN OH YEAHHH ;)
nothing is better than
sitting out in the sun, drinking tea, and reading x-men comics on a monday afternoon
=]
dear matthew,
i think we should just be friends…
ive been happier these days
im really relieved of that. i thought i was going through some weird end of my life depression thingy.
i think ive been happier because 1) ive dealt with the fact that im staying at sla and the people that are there. i still of course fcking HATE sla but two years is not that bad. high school blows. college is where its at 2) ive started acting more chill and laid back. this led to the downfall of my grades harhar. ive started letting go and letting people see my crazy side while holding back. it feels good for people to look at me weird and me not care at all. 3) being me feels natural for once. i dont have to try as hard and im not scared to let people see who i am
still a little depressed but at least im getting better
“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into the room and smile at you.”
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being depressed about my love life
U G H
i need
more friends outside of school…
i cant believe we are becoming friends
i always thought you were a dick, but yur actually really fun to talk to. man, you have some good smoking stories haha. =)
large groups of girls make me nervous.
today that’s what i realized after being around pres girls. i am just hella chy :]
RANT
today was a crazyyyy day. 9 kids suspended and 2 kids expelled. okay, let me just say all of them deserved a punishment for being stupid and getting involved with weed. but two of my closest friends got punished and i cant help but feel its unfair.
im not going to lie. i smoke weed myself. not as an escape or anything, its just a social thing. its FUN. i do about once every 3 months. i never rely on weed and i never let it rule my life but i think it’s harmless. and if you ever call me stoner or make weed jokes around me, i will push you into the category of a fucking ignorant bitch trying too hard to be funny. so dont mess with me EVER and judge me on what i do and what ive done.
the girl who started everything, ive lost all respect for. karma is a bitch and what goes around comes around. so i guess messing up the lives of 11 people to save your own ass means karma is gonna get you HARD.
lastly, sethers ill miss you bro. you are one of the closest friends i have. we have had too many good moments with each other. my bio project partner for life haha. anyway, we’ll hang out a lot and still be good friends. i love you. i know you love when i tell you that BAHAHA
and thats the end of my rant. wow, i feel better =) if you read all this you must be bored because this is a lot of writing. thanks for caring what i think.
even though
im so fucked up, you still love me for everything i am.
thank you for that<3
SO TODAY, ME AND YVONNE WERE TEALKING AND WE WERE TLKING ABOUT PEOPLE AN STFF BECUZ WE AREZ BORED. SHE TOLD ME LIKES A LOT OF BUTTSEX AND SHE IS HELLEZ EAZY
:l
you still like me. and i dont like you back. my best friend says to give you a chance until friday. but i dont even want to. you’re not worth it. you havent done anything all year, so what can you possibly do on friday to make up for that.
i should just forget you but…
bonfante gardens !
who knew it could be so fun? lol anyway bomb ass day. i think i got tanner. yeshhhh =] and its weird but im thinking about transferring schools :// someone try to convince me not to
dear sir,
stop messing with me.
you’re getting annoying now.
K. Thanks.
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