I reblog things I can never have, I reblog places I can never go to, I reblog things I could never say to you, I reblog things that make me laugh, I reblog things that have been bothering me, I reblog meaningful lyrics, I reblog things that I could never put into words.
I suffer in silence. I don't cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It's because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I'm just a fuck up with a good heart.
I try to help you, and I know it’s not in the best way but you can at least try to recongnize the effort I’m putting in. I’ve neglected so many people for you and even gave up my own happiness just for your own. Do you even realize that? Do you know how miserable I am just because of the things you say to me? I know you’re trying, but it’s not enough. We still keep fighting =l
It’s the three main things, jealousy, trust, & not avoiding each other after a conflict.
You see a guy flirting with your girl. Does that automatically make you think? Of course it does. But chances are, she’s not. You also start to get a little over protective and making stupid mistakes. It’s okay , think before you act. Just because you think you’re going to lose her to some other dude, doesn’t mean you are. Dont be so jealous to the point where you don’t allow her to hang out with boys. Otherwise you’ll lose her. So jealous can be a key to losing her , so don’t overdo jealousy cause it can cause you to mess up and become annoying.
This is a big word. You have to trust each other to pick each other up when one is down. You have to trust each other that you’re only looking for one person and that one person is each other. You have to trust what she/he is saying. In general just trust each other. Or your relationship will get messy.
Avoiding each other after a conflict:
This is the worst thing to ever do in your life. If you think avoiding the conflict will help the relationship. You’re actually very wrong . When you’re arguing , take a deep breath, and listen to her/his side of the story, then share your point of view. Then try to find solutions to this problem. But after , I bet you guys are going to be laughing , cause sometimes arguments happen over the smallest things.
“I wish I had a thousand words for love, but all that comes to mind is the way you move against me while you sleep, and there are no words for that.”—Brian Andreas (via quotewhore) (via ariellejuanito) (via fuckyeahhappy)
I really messed up. I should’ve ended it right then and there , but I was so indecisive I hurt you more than I ever wanted to. Not only is our relationship strained, so are your future relationships with other people. That is something I cannot forgive myself for. I’m sorry for hurting you, and I take full responsibility. If we can never be what we used to be that’s fine… but I still want to be best friends, and still have good laughs together. I meant what I said in that note, but I guess that’s not in our future. What is in our future is us being great friends.